Beta HCG results are in:
17, 730.
Still high considering the sac only measured 5wks and some odd days two weeks ago. Is that common?
The nurse didn't call to tell me anything other than the number, that my hcg was still high, to ask if I have had any bleeding, and then that she needs to go over the results and my lack of bleeding with my RE and will call me back.
Suspense. Again, really wishing I had opted for that second u/s.
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**UPDATE**
Wishing even more that I had accepted my RE's sympathetic offer of a second u/s.
The nurse called back after speaking with my RE about my high hcg levels and lack of miscarriage as of yet. They want me to come in for an ultrasound on Monday (good, F has MLK day off) to measure the sac (if there is one) and decide how best to proceed with this miscarriage. She did add one horrifying thought to that statement; she said "...to make sure there wasn't something we missed at the last u/s."
MISSED?!!!! You mean when you told me there was no chance (well, like 1%) that we would be able to see something in a week??? What could you have missed at the last u/s?
I want to erase that thought out of mind. I kind of want to fall apart right now.
9 comments:
Oh god this really worries me. I keep thinking of another blog I read where she kept measuring a week behind and then all of a sudden this week perfect. I kind of want this to be the right ending though for you not a drawn out saga. I want the ending to be the 1% and a healthy baby. You can't get a scan this week at a hospital?
Oh, I am so very sorry, I know what it's like. I waited three weeks and I kept thinking 'maybe this means the babies alive again'. You know it's not true but you just keep stressing. Thinking of you, hope the ultra sound is not too difficult. hugs!
I hate this uncertainty. It's torture. Sending you much love.
thinking of you
Oh jeez when will this ever end for you? I truly hope that you can get answers Monday. I am so sorry you are going through this.
Wow, I wouldn't be able to make it until Monday. I hope they did miss something. Hang in there.
Um, can't you just march on in to the RE now and get the US? I totally would. Just a thought. Listen to your gut.
Holy hell, Jill. I cannot even imagine. I hope Monday brings some sort of conclusive result as to what exactly is going on. Did Dr. H do your last scan? I know everyone makes mistakes, but if I had to trust anyone to make a judgement call as he did, it would be him. Thinking of you.
The suspense is the worst. I hope the RE comes up with a plan very soon. (((Thinking of you)))
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