I said in an earlier post that I was at a place emotionally where I had separated the waiting to bleed and pass what was once a pregnancy from the actual loss of said pregnancy at 6w4d, almost a full month ago. The loss occurred in that exam room, afterwards, in the car on the way home and the week following. What I am waiting for now is different. Closure, in a way. Something I welcome.
I also welcome your cheers for the bleeding to begin. Don't feel guilty, sorry or weird wishing this on me.
Having made that distinction, I feel that I need to repeat the title of my post. Progress! More brown spotting this morning; this time unmistakable.
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I understand that feeling. Even though we only had about four days between when they told me we'd lost it to when I actually m/c, by the time the m/c happened, I'd accepted that the pregnancy was lost and was ready to get through it and move forward.
The brown is how mine started, too. It took about three days before red bleeding started after that in my case. I hope things pick up.
I know what you're going through...waiting for it to happen and while it does. I sometimes wished I could just push a button and it would be over so I could start again. Wishing you the best!
Woohoo for progress! Hoping things move fast now!
Hooray for progress, I totally understand that want for things to just hurry up and happen at a certain point!
Whohoo for progress!!!
I'm glad some progress is being made. I get that the loss occurred earlier. It makes sense to me, for sure. Hoping this goes quickly and you can move on soon.
Yay for progress! I hope the process of shedding the lost pregnancy is not physically painful for you.
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Hi Jill, I just wanted to let you know that I referenced you in my latest blog post. You are an inspiration.
http://infertileinafertileland.blogspot.com/
It's an unusual form of progress, and so it's sometimes hard to process, but you are absolutely, right, it is progress!!! I think just acknowledging that is freeing, in a sense. You sound like your doing as well as can be expected. I am cheering you on!
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