To save money during fertility treatments, because we have unexplained infertility and because IUI #1 with clomid resulted in a brief pregnancy, but mostly to save money for now, F and I have decided to continue with clomid IUI for three-four cycles, alternating IUI cycles with no treatment cycles both because my cycles are unmonitored and to prevent cysts and other side effects of clomid like a thin lining and
hostile cervical mucus. But, today is CD 1 and I am pissed that we are in what feels like economy class treatment, embarrassed to look at
my chart and see how horribly mistimed
IUI #2 was, uncertain that I even responded to the 50mg dose of clomid this time, and scornful toward the use of ovulation predictor kits. I understand that Fertility Treatment is a process of trial and error, that F and I have chosen a treatment plan based on what we feel and Dr. A feels is ethical and necessary at this point,
for our diagnosis. We took our time to decide if we wanted to bring a child into this world, into our lives. It was never a given. Two years later, we did not enter fertility treatment easily or without dilemma. Again, we have taken our time. But, today I am feeling impatient. No, Mom, I will not have an
October baby. No, I will not have a November baby either, because this cycle is a non treatment cycle, which means it will be a looong cycle and so, No, there will be no December baby, no 2011 baby.
I am waiting for the Nurse Coordinator to call me back with thoughts on or even answers to these questions:
Is it normal to surge for more than three days?
How can we best time the next IUI if this occurs?
Why did I experience late or delayed ovulation with clomid?
In the meantime, just for a fun pseudo-statistical comparison (for me anyway), let's review the following cycle charts: an average ovulatory cycle, a clomid only cycle, clomid IUI #1 and clomid IUI #2
an average ovulatory cycle:

the one and only clomid only cycle:

clomid IUI #1:

clomid IUI #2

The second chart shows my first and only clomid cycle. As you can see, I got my first + opk on cd 13 and ovulation could have happened any time between Cd 13 and 15. I seemed to have responded similarly to clomid with IUI #1, even though I did not confirm ovulation by temping. Bloodwork 7dpiui showed progesterone levels consistent with ovulation. With an unmedicated cycle, I normally ovulate between cd 17 and cd 20, but rarely before cd 18 and sometimes as late as cd 22. Clomid seemed to shorten my follicular phase. However, as you can see on the most recent chart, I ovulated somewhere between cd 17 and cd 19 with clomid, more like an average, non-medicated cycle when compared to the other charts. See what a mistake I made, all those + opks after insemination.
Conclusions: Something is not working.
5 comments:
"No, Mom, I will not have an October baby. No, I will not have a November baby either, because this cycle is a non treatment cycle, which means it will be a looong cycle and so, No, there will be no December baby, no 2011 baby." -- I so feel ya on this one. It's hard to deal with - nobody means to pressure exactly, but it's hard to NOT feel pressured.
We contemplated non-monitored Clomid IUIs, but my RE told me that since I have irregular cycles already, it's nearly impossible to do well-times IUIs without at least the ultrasound monitoring appointments (which we'll be doing daily or every other day leading up to the IUI to best time things).
I hope there's a different answer out there for you, but since BBT only tells you AFTER when you ovulated... without monitoring you're stuck with OPKs...which help, but aren't perfect, especially if it takes your body's hormones a few days to actually HIT the level where the follie releases the egg.
Good luck hon...
Oh this has to be so frustrating! I'm so sorry you have to go through this confusion. I have no help - I've always been bad at predicting things using OPKs and BBT's - that's a big reason why I was very happy when I figured out I could give up the control to the RE office.
Could you get some bloodwork/ultrasounds in the middle to help you time it better? Hope you and your doc can figure this out!
I am so sorry you are feeling so frustrated and you are having such a rough time. I hope and pray you find a course that brings you your baby. {{{Hugs}}}
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So frustrating!
"Economy class" treatment is a GREAT description of clomid IUIs! That's what I always felt like, too. And I was desperate to peek behind the curtain of First class. I feel like I'm stepping up to business class, now. I'm afraid nothing will happen for me until I get all the way to First, though. But, the truth is, that those in economy can get there, too, it just can be more confusing. I hope it gets easier to predict!
I so understand your fustration. I will be doing IVF#2 in April and am praying for a miracle at this point. For financial reasons I don't think we will be able to do IVF again so I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I'm hoping your third IUI will be the charm for you. I did 4 IUIs but with Gonal F not Clomid. Good luck. I'm sending prayers and positive thoughts your way.
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