I just used up my last FRER pregnancy test. Why? Not because I love seeing one pink line on a stark white background. Actually, this time I was relieved.
Today is the third day of very light spotting. And spotting always freaks me out. 99% of my decision making and conclusion drawing knew the spotting was due to taking more than 21 active birth control pills. My beta returned to zero after the miscarriage, I had a heavy period after that and then I started birth control pills. Bases covered. Even so, I always have this irrational fear that if I were to ever get pregnant naturally it would be while on hormone replacement and lupron. Exactly when I should not get pregnant.
I took a test, called the nurse, and now I feel reassured.
AF is banging on the door, but she can't come in yet. She'll have to wait until Saturday.
2 comments:
Isn't it crazy how sometimes we can convince ourselves of things while going through the TTC rollercoaster? Everything is crossed for you and this cycle!
Glad to hear that things were negative. I definitely know those fears of what might happen if I 'missed' a pregnancy in the middle of a treatment cycle.
Thinking of you!
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