This post on the heels of my hard times. I want you all to know that while I am terrified of losing this, I am overjoyed that this really may be happening. My excitement is quiet and reserved, but it is still there.
F and I are taking one day at a time. Which makes waiting for the ultrasound excruciating.
Thank you for your patience and support.
3 comments:
All totally and completely normal. It's so hard to imagine it working after so much time and effort and so many past worries. I've tried to take the "it's ok until I hear otherwise" approach, but, instead, I tend to be good after good news and then terrified in the days leading up to a scan and then overjoyed and relieved and then the cycle starts again.
I am sending lots of positive vibes for your ultrasound! I know the wait is ridiculously painful!!
I can't imagine the ups and downs and all sorts of emotions you must be feeling. Enjoy those good moments and lets hope those bad ones disappear for good soon!
Sooo normal to be feeling these ups and downs. my wait between second beta and ultrasound was SOOO long. I felt so convinced they had stopped growing. It's gonna feel like this for a while, but just try to live in the moment. Yay!!!
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