It is so weird to type another post with that title now. I never expected to be here again. Yet here we are.
The ultrasound tech took some measurements but wasn't saying much at all. I couldn't see the screen at that point but I did not have a good feeling. She told us, "I am just measuring the length of the baby." And then she said 9.5 weeks and asked if that sounded right. It didn't. There is no way I could only be 9.5 weeks. I asked if there was a heartbeat because we still couldn't see the screen.
There was no heartbeat. She asked if we wanted to see and we said yes. I can still see it.
Like I said, I never expected to be here again. Now 'here' is deciding how to have another miscarriage again.
7 comments:
I'm so sorry for your loss! It's so heartbreaking to get that positive news and get your hopes up just to have it dashed away again so quickly. My thoughts and prayers are with you in this difficult time. Candy xo
So sorry you got this news, hope you find a peaceful mind and rested heart through this....if just sucks all the way the around. Period.
Oh no, I am so sorry. I hate that this world can continue to be cruel to infertiles even when least expecting it. Hoping you find peace and are able to heal quickly from this.
really no words...so sorry that you have to endure this experience again.
hugs
I am so very sorry -- this sucks!
Oh no. I am so, so very sorry. Much love your way.
I know these are just words, but I am so very sorry. Wishing you peace and comfort through this difficult time.
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