I saw those two lines on the hpt this morning and I felt such a sadness and grief because I'm going to watch those two lines fade and disappear into one. And there was this little voice in my head that said with such exactitude, "After this line fades, you will never see two lines again."
I try not to think too much about what comes next, to get too far ahead of the present task, which is for now, to get my cycle back. Based on that second line, my hcg is definitely dropping. I've decided to start taking weekly hpts. I planned on using first morning urine, but in my 6 am sleep zombie state, I forgot. So I will use s.m.u. instead and post weekly until...no more second line.
Thanks for reading. I'm reading you, too, just haven't gotten back into the groove of commenting. In many ways its so comforting to see these blogs again.
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*Sigh* I'm so sorry you're going through this again. Such tough stuff. :( Abiding with you.
Hi Jill, I'm still following...still reading...and still happy to hear what's going on with you. BUT I'm sorry you're going through this again and knowing that's why you've had to check back in with your blog! Hugs!
I remember this all too well. Prayers for you and yours.
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