I know people roll their eyes listening to others describe the weird dreams they had the previous night.
Me: "I had the WEIRDEST dream last night!"
You: "mmhmm.." Oh god, is she really going to tell us?
You have my blessings to skip this post. However, I just can't let a dream about cracked eggs go untold. This is an infertility blog after all.
I'll try to be as realist as possible, leaving out all the fuzzy details of space, place, and face switches. Really the only thing I want to tell you about this dream is that I was in charge of holding a number of (chicken) eggs in my hands. It just seemed easier to drop them on the floor under my chair. So I did.
I felt so guilty in this dream for dropping the eggs. It's hard not to pay attention to a dream that makes you feel an emotion so intensely. Guilt.
And of course, the fact that they were eggs of any kind made me wonder about the dream's meaning.
Am I anxious about the number of eggs I will produce this cycle? Yes.
Am I afraid that all my eggs are abnormal? Yes.
Do I feel responsible for the quality of my eggs? Yes.
On the other hand...
Could this dream have been just a random dream about chicken eggs? Yes.
Do I need to buy eggs today? Yes.
5 comments:
Oh Jill, you have been very good in telling your dreams! I don't know anyone worse than my husband when it comes to it ehhe!
But you know what, I googled for you the meaning of dreaming broken eggs, so here it goes (not sure how reputable the dream interpreter is of course!):
"To see cracked or broken eggs in your dream represent feelings of vulnerability or a fragile state in your life." Sounds plausible to me!
love, Fran
Hm. Yeah, hard not to think it means something. Or nothing you know. I thi it is more about how you're feeling than what your eggs look like, though!,
Love it! Of course your mind is playing with you. How can you be thinking about eggs 24/7.
During my sadder IF says, I cracked an egg into a frying pan and it was a double yolk--I bawled my eyes out! I don't know. Something about the loss of twins made me so sad...weirrrddo!
Oh yes, the infertility dreams. I have definitely been there! So weird how it affects our whole life...
Like Alex said....those dog-gone IF dreams. It's bad enough that the entire process plays games with our minds, leaving us borderline psychotic...but add a freaky dream into the mix......
I think it's just a matter of your fears taking shape in your subconscious. I agree with Fran...fragile is summing it up quite nicely!
I'll be thinking positive thoughts for you... :)
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